There are probably about a million things that I need to process (got to love those AIM terms), yet half of them I don't even know what they are. And ...
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There are probably about a million things that I need to process (got to love those AIM terms), yet half of them I don't even know what they are. And another part I am to scared of what the outcome of the process might be, so I just continue to ignore it.
I finally decided that I am going to stop just ignoring some of these things and actually take the time to process, create some goals, etc. and what happens... I get sick. What else would happen? It seems that each time I have made the decision to take some time for myself since moving to Georgia something stops me from being able to fully have the time that I desperately need. Why? I don't know. Am I purposefully sabotaging myself? I hope not. Does it mean that it's not time to process all that is stuck in my head and in my heart? Maybe? Is it God? Is it the enemy? I don't know.
So what do I do? What do I pray? I guess I pray that I will find the time to process all that I need to, at a time where I will be able to get all out of it that I need to.
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